Nov 2009
Fri, 27 November 11:49 PM
GRR!
so much for that brilliant idea i had, totally anti-climaxed by one visit to the blogs.
anyways, from the top, small groups! in richmond. thought: what if i never left canada to begin with?
then i come back, and all of a sudden decide to visit this thing called the phssb blog. thought: what would i know if i had never left singapore? probability, would not be happy with band, in the least. why? hmm, good question. just becuase
banana cake! nice~ random.
it's late, and dad's coming soon. ash and them went boarding today, I WANNA GO. and tomorrow we've tickets to the VSO concert. thanks uncle L! ah, i love going to those things. anyways, too bad i can't go more. i need a non-skijacket!
hmm, carissa feels like writing.
hey tagboard, i'm going to pick up the package tomorrow, got a note in my mailbox from the post office. o.O no idea what's going on, but anyways..
what a dumb attempt at not mentioning names. randomness, what's wrong with me??
what i don't miss? well, now, i wonder if i should've been so uptight about it in the first place. it's not working out to be all i thought i was with band.
some influences linger on, or so it seems..
later.
so much for that brilliant idea i had, totally anti-climaxed by one visit to the blogs.
anyways, from the top, small groups! in richmond. thought: what if i never left canada to begin with?
then i come back, and all of a sudden decide to visit this thing called the phssb blog. thought: what would i know if i had never left singapore? probability, would not be happy with band, in the least. why? hmm, good question. just becuase
banana cake! nice~ random.
it's late, and dad's coming soon. ash and them went boarding today, I WANNA GO. and tomorrow we've tickets to the VSO concert. thanks uncle L! ah, i love going to those things. anyways, too bad i can't go more. i need a non-skijacket!
hmm, carissa feels like writing.
hey tagboard, i'm going to pick up the package tomorrow, got a note in my mailbox from the post office. o.O no idea what's going on, but anyways..
what a dumb attempt at not mentioning names. randomness, what's wrong with me??
what i don't miss? well, now, i wonder if i should've been so uptight about it in the first place. it's not working out to be all i thought i was with band.
some influences linger on, or so it seems..
later.
Sun, 15 November 10:01 PM
a short thingy before i go to bed!
yes! load of my chest. i feel freer, now that i've finally sortof told that which i was so afraid to. why was i afraid? now, i don't see why. anyways, yay!
argh! forgot to punch holes in that study book.. fail carissa.
writing going well!, ish. as well as can be expected for me anyways. some breaks, some things that're working out, some messes. but i'll fix em. time carissa, all in good time.
concert! grr.
i was going to say something.. i forgot.
anyways, gotta punch holes in that study book for my teacher. i should've gone and bought it.
i'm dreaming of a white christmas!
christmas comes early for this kid!
later.
yes! load of my chest. i feel freer, now that i've finally sortof told that which i was so afraid to. why was i afraid? now, i don't see why. anyways, yay!
argh! forgot to punch holes in that study book.. fail carissa.
writing going well!, ish. as well as can be expected for me anyways. some breaks, some things that're working out, some messes. but i'll fix em. time carissa, all in good time.
concert! grr.
i was going to say something.. i forgot.
anyways, gotta punch holes in that study book for my teacher. i should've gone and bought it.
i'm dreaming of a white christmas!
christmas comes early for this kid!
later.
Sun, 08 November 02:33 PM
haha, my edp is on the web le.. 
it's so crappy!
anyways, i feel so lazy! haven't been practicing much.. if at all..
i shall have to do that now.
no my break is not wearing off! but it's killing me as always with writing stuffs.
and why am i listening to so much cantonese? haha, it's nice!
and and.. mom let me download some apps! mostly for my writing, i need more info for my characters..
ok, later.
it's so crappy!anyways, i feel so lazy! haven't been practicing much.. if at all..
i shall have to do that now.
no my break is not wearing off! but it's killing me as always with writing stuffs.
and why am i listening to so much cantonese? haha, it's nice!
and and.. mom let me download some apps! mostly for my writing, i need more info for my characters..
ok, later.
Tue, 03 November 08:00 PM
kindof sad. the cbox shall forever be empty.. well, forever a bit too strong, but point made.
point grey! moms says it's a new building. not that hamber's not nice, but sometimes people make it seems that i'm always in an old school. ph same thing..
i got my writing break last thursday!! or was it the week before.. eh whatever. all that matters is i got it, and i'm happy with it. not a spectacular idea, but, it a big break. ok fine, it's very movie inspired, but whatever! i guess there are somethings in movies i feel and kindof true. crap hollywood, i'm not talking about that. honestly, i don't have much interest in those movies, american series either. some family values they bring out are sortof true-ish.
anyways, i'm on writing again! it's a shiveline story, the 4th generation. lols, hopefully i actually finish this one. or at least one draft of it. i've got it all planned out. but, i've gotta change some 3rd gen details for it. i borrows loads from 3rd gen, names and characters, but i set it in a different provence, just to make it different from the 1-3rd gen. what is all this junk? haha, askaskask, i'm planning on posting some stuff, well, if i finish that is. lols, wouldn't that be funny..
as such, i've put off writing my fairytale, till i get a break for the folx story. much of the current one is inspired by a MR thing, and of course, dedication to~ and those whom i've named. what?? sorry ler, i got lots of crap to say.
grrs, one more theory lesson on fridays! and my teacher wants an extra lesson on friday too. haiz, the lesson i don't mind. the theory ehr~ but i'm willing to do it, cos i need it. surprises? i still don't quite like theory ok! try history, so dry. no wonder they say gr5 there is gr2 here. it's probably true.
vibrato! i'm still learning, but i think, THINK it's coming through. it is lor! took long enough..
try minor scales! fun-ness
my interest in cantonese and signing just increases. esp where i'm at now.
ohh socials exam. no fun. tomorrow eng test, on the novel. grrs, i'm afraid, yet i dun know how to study. just read the book ar? it's like lit, yet it's not. i find it hard to study for. so, i'm writing instead.
yes, carissa is writing..
question: should i tell? there's so much to be afraid of, if i tell, and lots if i don't. carissa, be nice. i wanna, but there's seems to be quite a bit at stake. and from what i've read, it's not just me. though, it's on a completely different issue, it make me wonder. why am i always wondering anyways..
honest carissa, you can't hide you forever!
haha, ngoi but gaou beginning is nice~
okok, crapped over. if you are reading this, yes, you know something everyone else doesn't. i've moved from foreveramen.
carissa..
point grey! moms says it's a new building. not that hamber's not nice, but sometimes people make it seems that i'm always in an old school. ph same thing..
i got my writing break last thursday!! or was it the week before.. eh whatever. all that matters is i got it, and i'm happy with it. not a spectacular idea, but, it a big break. ok fine, it's very movie inspired, but whatever! i guess there are somethings in movies i feel and kindof true. crap hollywood, i'm not talking about that. honestly, i don't have much interest in those movies, american series either. some family values they bring out are sortof true-ish.
anyways, i'm on writing again! it's a shiveline story, the 4th generation. lols, hopefully i actually finish this one. or at least one draft of it. i've got it all planned out. but, i've gotta change some 3rd gen details for it. i borrows loads from 3rd gen, names and characters, but i set it in a different provence, just to make it different from the 1-3rd gen. what is all this junk? haha, askaskask, i'm planning on posting some stuff, well, if i finish that is. lols, wouldn't that be funny..
as such, i've put off writing my fairytale, till i get a break for the folx story. much of the current one is inspired by a MR thing, and of course, dedication to~ and those whom i've named. what?? sorry ler, i got lots of crap to say.
grrs, one more theory lesson on fridays! and my teacher wants an extra lesson on friday too. haiz, the lesson i don't mind. the theory ehr~ but i'm willing to do it, cos i need it. surprises? i still don't quite like theory ok! try history, so dry. no wonder they say gr5 there is gr2 here. it's probably true.
vibrato! i'm still learning, but i think, THINK it's coming through. it is lor! took long enough..
try minor scales! fun-ness
my interest in cantonese and signing just increases. esp where i'm at now.
ohh socials exam. no fun. tomorrow eng test, on the novel. grrs, i'm afraid, yet i dun know how to study. just read the book ar? it's like lit, yet it's not. i find it hard to study for. so, i'm writing instead.
yes, carissa is writing..
question: should i tell? there's so much to be afraid of, if i tell, and lots if i don't. carissa, be nice. i wanna, but there's seems to be quite a bit at stake. and from what i've read, it's not just me. though, it's on a completely different issue, it make me wonder. why am i always wondering anyways..
honest carissa, you can't hide you forever!
haha, ngoi but gaou beginning is nice~
okok, crapped over. if you are reading this, yes, you know something everyone else doesn't. i've moved from foreveramen.
carissa..